Eliot let that hang in the air a moment, then took another deep breath. "So I got rid of my guns. Promised myself I'd never use one on anyone again, and -- well, I've almost managed to keep that promise. But even with that, even having to relearn how to do every part of my job, I never stopped fighting. I wouldn't be me if I did."
He finally looked over at Kathy. "You hit your rock-bottom. And it was deeper and lower than any I've ever seen anyone come back from. But you did. You are. Way I see it, you've gotta figure out what your gun is. 'Cause I gotta say, I don't think it's killing demons, or enjoying doing it. I'm pretty sure that part's just . . . you."
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Date: 2017-07-12 08:09 pm (UTC)Eliot let that hang in the air a moment, then took another deep breath. "So I got rid of my guns. Promised myself I'd never use one on anyone again, and -- well, I've almost managed to keep that promise. But even with that, even having to relearn how to do every part of my job, I never stopped fighting. I wouldn't be me if I did."
He finally looked over at Kathy. "You hit your rock-bottom. And it was deeper and lower than any I've ever seen anyone come back from. But you did. You are. Way I see it, you've gotta figure out what your gun is. 'Cause I gotta say, I don't think it's killing demons, or enjoying doing it. I'm pretty sure that part's just . . . you."