Kathy could imagine the kind of things that counted as 'worse' in a normal city, like LA. She absolutely refused to imagine the kinds of things that 'worse' could entail when demons got involved.

...She wasn't sure she counted as a survivor though. She technically hadn't.

"I'm glad you admit it," she said suddenly. "That I'm fucked up. Not everybody does. But I am. And to really get me, that's gotta be a thing you accept. I'm fucked up. Not forever, I hope, but right now." She looked down at him. "You've never really seen me with illusions, not even the ones I had."