"I freak about just thinking about it. I ran through hell, Eliot. That's where I was when Nanika pulled me out. Running through hell from a demon. And then this?" She laughed, slightly hysterical. "I'm supposed to sort out how I feel about Raven, how I feel about myself, what I'm supposed to do next, and then deal with the fact that a year has passed and everyone's moved on." The laughter turned to a deep, juddering sigh. "Sometimes I think I'm going to go crazy from it all."