"Damn right it's not," Kathy said bitterly. "You understood why I had to go, right? I mean, I just needed to get away for a few days. Try to wrap my head around it."

Which she wasn't exactly doing, true. But even though Eliot had said he wouldn't judge, she didn't think he'd exactly approve of her trying to lose her memories by losing herself in nights of drinking, dancing, and moderate debauchery.

...Would be more-than-moderate if she managed to work up the courage.